Open your heart

I saw you in my thoughts and dreams
long before we met I believed
that the greatest love was there for me
and when I'd found it was mine to keep
I would never let it go
I would hold it so hard but I did not know
that time would cast a spell
on us

I remember how we used to talk
we said we'd never be apart
what happened to the love we had
how can something so good feel so bad
I'd forever talk to you but soon my words would turn into
into something you don't want to hear

Open your heart
and let me know you want me here
show me that you really care
that our love comes first
and I'll open my heart
I'll give you every piece of me
you know I'll love you through eternity
and I always will
I always will

Let me tell you one thing you need to hear
If I lose my voice if it disappeared
it would mean the world to me but my life would still go on you see
If I loose you now for real I can't imagine how it would make me feel
Our love was everything to me

Open your heart
and let me know you want me here
show me that you really care
and that our love comes first
and I'll open my heart
I'll give you every breath of me
you know I'll love you through eternity
and I always will
remember me,
like I remember you

Oh, let's go back
to when our love was new
cause I still want you
I want you closer to me
no, It's not lost
baby can't you see

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"Lost Boy"

[Intro]

There was a time when I was alone

Nowhere to go and no place to call home

My only friend was the man in the moon

And even sometimes he would go away, too

[Verse 1]

Then one night, as I closed my eyes,

I saw a shadow flying high

He came to me with the sweetest smile

Told me he wanted to talk for awhile

He said, "Peter Pan. That's what they call me.

I promise that you'll never be lonely."

And ever since that day...

[Chorus]

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me,

"Away from all of reality."

[2x]

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

[Verse 2]

He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe

Believe in him and believe in me

Together we will fly away in a cloud of green

To your beautiful destiny

As we soared above the town that never loved me

I realized I finally had a family

Soon enough we reached Neverland

Peacefully my feet hit the sand

And ever since that day...

[Chorus]

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me,

"Away from all of reality."

[2x]

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

[2x]

Peter Pan, Tinker Bell, Wendy Darling,

Even Captain Hook.

You are my perfect story book

Neverland, I love you so,

You are now my home sweet home

Forever a lost boy at last

And for always I will say...

[Chorus]

I am a lost boy from Neverland

Usually hanging out with Peter Pan

And when we're bored we play in the woods

Always on the run from Captain Hook

"Run, run, lost boy," they say to me,

"Away from all of reality."

[2x]

Neverland is home to lost boys like me

And lost boys like me are free

Ångest...

Jag vet att jag mår så dåligt, mår illa och får jätte jätte jättemycket ångest efter att jag har ätit godis, fikabröd, naturgodis... Men ändå så ska jag trycka i mig det... Varför då? (Kan man undra)

Nu är jag inne i en period igen då jag känner mig helt och hållet så jädra värdelös.. 

Jag har lite smått börjat gå upp i vikt igen. Jag märker det, inte bara på vågen, utan på kläder och framförallt på trosorna. De sitter tajtare än någonsin nu... 

Provade två klänningar idag, och de satt som kroppsstrumpor på mig... (Jag fick dock jäkligt snygga tuttar i de klänningarna 😝)

Och när jag mår så här, då äter jag, även fast att jag är så in åt skogen mätt så trycker jag i mig godis efter maten. 

MEN imorgon är det måndag, och oavsett vad vågen visar så (kommer det nog komma en tår eller två) är det STOPP nu!! 

Hjälp mig för allt i värden att komma i mål. Jag behöver motivation och en stor jäkla spark i baken så det ömmar i en hel månad om skinkorna...

“Everyday may not be good, but there is something good in every day”

Längtan...

Det finns en sak som jag längtar efter, eller drömmer om, och det är att bli bjuden på en dejt! 

Att få göra sig fin för en kväll. 

Om vi möts upp någonstans eller att han kommer och hämtar mig och vi går ut och äter på en mysig och trevlig restaurang och sedan bio. 

Det är just vad jag längtar efter, eller drömmer om. 

Eller bara att få en kyss av den jag gillar skulle ju inte vara helt fel det heller :)